Hi Guys! I thought I would try to tell you about myself a few times a week until the poll ends and you can hear all my embarassing stories. First I would like to thank all of you for voting and I hope you continue to vote as the weeks go on. For all of you who have not voted please do so! The deadline is October 6th so there is no hurry right now but any submitted after that date will not be regarded. Also, one last reminder, please vote on the misterpoll site that I posted in my previous post. Any votes on this site will not be counted!
So about myself.... Hmm where to start? I have always been into diapers since I was about 8 or so, maybe younger. I don't remember when but I do remember an old tv show that was about highschool kids where they did funny skits. The one skit was on Earth Day and about doing your part. So this kid was forced to wear a hugely oversized diaper by his mom and was going to his Aunt's house to use his...mess on her farm. I don't know why I was so intrigued but I truly was and that started everything.
When I was a kid I occasionally would hide in my room, which was hard since I shared it with my older sister, and try to use towels as diapers. I was not good at putting them on nor was I good at pinning them. But, I loved the idea of them, the feel, the comfort, the bulk! I wished many times I had actual diapers but since I was young and a good catholic school girl I never did anything of the sort. It was never a sexual thing for me as a child, just a thing I really enjoyed. I cannot say when it became sexual, I really have no idea. If I had to guess I would say some time around puberty and when we got the internet.
Once I started going on the internet I realized I was not alone. I got into a lot of wierd sites which is why I believe I am so open to everything and so kinky as it is. But it also gave me comfort to know that there were plenty of people out there like me. That never allowed me to confide in anybody, even though I was comfortable with myself I really didn't think anybody else would be. So I continued to read stories online about fun fantasies and surf the sites when I had some free time. I do not know if my parents ever knew, at that time I was not smart enough to delete cookies or history from my computer, but they never said anything. As I grew older I did not do the towel thing anymore. It does not mean that I ever gave up the idea that I liked it but I started having boyfriends and I did not think it was an approiate thing to bring up with them. Especially given that rumors traveled fast in middle school and high school. Then one day I met my current boyfriend.
To be honest, he was probably the purest boy I had ever met. It took him two full weeks to hold my hand. The first time I went to french kiss him he pull back suddenly. When I questioned him about it he answered " I thought I felt your tounge in my mouth." He was 17 at the time and never truly kissed a girl. It was cute. Now that he's 21 I have turned him into a horndog! He loves everything kinky! I blame myself. Bondage, Submission (me submitting to him), diapers, spanking, and the list goes on. It's kinda funny how it all turned out.
But to get back to my story about diapers. When I first met him he was pure so it took me a long time to confide in him. So slowly I told him about my kinks. At first he didn't like spanking because he didn't want to hurt me but now he loves it. Then around last fall ( I thought it was two fall seasons ago but he disagrees) I finally came out and told him about diapers. He wasn't sure what to think but now loves being a Daddy. No, he does not wear at all nor does he intend to. But around the time I first told him is when I bought my first bag of disposable diapers.
Last year was a crazy year, he had 3 other roomates, I lived in a dorm, we did not get nearly any baby/daddy play time...or at least not to the extent I would like. That is why I claim I am sorta new to this, I haven't really done a lot with the whole AB scene. I have never messed myself, never worn a diaper for even 24 hours straight, and plenty of other things. Since we are living together and the creation of this site I am sure some of these things will change. I hope to have plenty of baby time and hopefully get some more supplies. As I mentioned right now I wear disposable diapers, I also have a baby bottle and a pacifier. Not much but I am in the process of getting a onsie and someplastic pants. I hope to also obtain sippy cups, bibs, toys, some cloth diapers to try, and all things babyish.
So that's a little history about me and where my diapers came from. Check back in a few days and I will hopefully have another post up! Also, if you have any questions feel free to ask either by leaving a comment or e.mailing me! Till then!!
